I grew up with my divorced mother in the suburbs. My dad left a long time ago and my mom never found another man. In school I made a few friends but when I went to college I only had one. For some context my mom is a tall (6'3") Dutch immigrant with long blonde hair and a killer body. The only reason she's still single I suspect is because of me. Most men don't want to marry a Dutch milf if they have to deal with her kid. I thought when I left for college her romantic life would be better off, but so far no luck. One day she calls me up saying the her computer is giving her trouble and is asking if I can try to fix it. I say yes and head right over. She goes way to make some food in the kitchen while I work on the laptop. I soon find the cause of her problem, to my surprise she's downloaded a virus from a porn site. I didn't think my mom was into that but whatever, I cleared her computer and it went back to working like normal soon enough. That'd when I went to check her browser history. A part of me wishes I hadn't, all I found were cooking recipes mixed in throughout a sea of porn. I looked at some of the porn she was watching and noticed a trend, she was only watching interracial porn. Girls with blonde hair that looked like her getting fucked by black men. I even saw a story she posted on a website describing her ultimate fantasy of having a black man break into her house and fuck her in her bed against her will. The most striking thing I read from her story was the line, "I don't want to be fucked by bbc, I want to be raped by it!" I saw video after video of blonde milf pornstars getting ravaged in these videos realizing my mom wants that to happen to her. I was always taught to respect women and not view them as sexual objects but here she was asking to be raped and abused. Would it even be rape if that's what she wants?